The Post I Never Thought I’d Have to Write: A Daughter’s Version
I’ve spent the better part of this afternoon staring at a blank page, the blinking cursor offering proof of my lack of adequate words to convey what a difficult time this is for our family.
As my dad has shared previously, the rarity and severity of his disease has shaken us over these past weeks. He plans to continue to share some reflections on his blog here, but the frequency he does this will depend on his time and energy; our dear friend, Mike Hellweg, has offered to share health updates and prayer requests for us. If you would like to follow the page, you may do so here .
My parents have been my anchors, my advocates, my dearest friends, and no disease has the power to ever change this; I believe this truth is partially what is helping me hold fast to my faith. I am so grateful to have the gift of being their daughter. I am thankful for their joy in being grandparents, for the way they’ve invested in the lives of my children, Keller and Scarlett, and for being a source of encouragement and wisdom to me as I’ve ventured into homeschooling too. They truly are the best people I know.
That said, disease does have the power to shift directions, to change expectations, limit abilities, and requires new strategies to navigate the unexpected. In between choking back tears (and sometimes allowing them to pour forth), I’ve had time to imagine, with my dad, how Basic Skills may continue to serve people. We will continue to have these conversations as he shifts new responsibilities in my direction.
I cannot fill my dad’s shoes, so I will not even attempt to try. What I can do, though, is walk in the shadow of his footsteps, continuing to serve our clients, offer support, and provide services which enrich the lives of homeschoolers and their families. It is more bitter than sweet to have him entrust me with some portions of the business he and my mom have built, but I will do my best to honor their vision.
Thank you for your continued prayers for my dad and our whole family,
Natalie Trust
We’re praying for you and your family that God will shower you with His blessings!
I’ve thought so much about you, sweetie. Your thoughts and reflections were beautiful. I’m glad your dad has you to turn things over to and rely on. You’ve always been so trustworthy. I know whatever you do, you’ll do it well. I’m sorry my special Bumcrot family has to go through this. You are all being uplifted in prayer. We are praying for miracles. Love you!
Thank you, Amanda. I’ve thought about you and felt your love and prayers for our family these past weeks. I fall beneath my dad’s example of a life truly well lived and his impeccable integrity, but it is something I aspire to; I appreciate your prayers toward that end. Much love to you.
Thank you so much. I do not doubt prayers are sustaining us.
Love and prayers!
Natalie, praying for you and your family during this difficult time. God will give you all His strength and endurance as you walk this difficult journey.